I had been struggling to get back to worshiping God and have my alone time with Him. It has been way too long that I had felt dry and suddenly one day out of the blue, I hear these words..
"I sought Him in fear,
Now, will I seek Him in freedom'.
I realized all this while the driving force behind seeking God was either fear of going to hell, fear of rejection, fear of not being able to minister / pray for people..and so on even my spiritual life was driven by fear.
I knew what the Holy Spirit was trying to tell me and now I am running with these lines, "Now, will I seek Him in freedom'.
Now knowing that I am free to do anything / watch anything , knowing the many choices of things I know I can do...I choose to seek Jesus, I choose to worship Him... I choose to know more about Him.
My prayers, my worship , my meditation ...the driving force of these is no more fear but out of freedom and in love to my Jesus.
Just the revelation of freedom in a new senses made me totally free.
"I sought Him in fear,
Now, will I seek Him in freedom'.
I realized all this while the driving force behind seeking God was either fear of going to hell, fear of rejection, fear of not being able to minister / pray for people..and so on even my spiritual life was driven by fear.
I knew what the Holy Spirit was trying to tell me and now I am running with these lines, "Now, will I seek Him in freedom'.
Now knowing that I am free to do anything / watch anything , knowing the many choices of things I know I can do...I choose to seek Jesus, I choose to worship Him... I choose to know more about Him.
My prayers, my worship , my meditation ...the driving force of these is no more fear but out of freedom and in love to my Jesus.
Just the revelation of freedom in a new senses made me totally free.
